Sunday, 25 April 2010

can't you see

your divinity?
pleasant and fresh
----mountain air...




Saturday, 24 April 2010


talking about

"actions not


Friday, 23 April 2010

as far as cool is concerned

the image is cooler

than the reality
it's all falling

towards unity
it's the living that's killing us

ain't it wonderful? :-)
is the product
of a broken mind
if I die, i die
I would have had a great life
because I would have made sure I had a great life!
No worries! I'm making sure of it now!
if you are the product
of an evolutionary imperative,
what are the chances of you
being here

And if we can reduce wonder
to an overplayed science
and miss life
for the idea(l)s

just what

are you going

to do?


got your food
got your clothing
got your shelter

got your Love

There is Nothing you need to do!

stop fucking striving

(unless you enjoy it,
which you do)
'enlightenment' doesn't happen
in lineages of time

vestiges of space
in an infinite time
in an infinite place

I will not meet you

at 2:15
under the bridge.
cosmological complexity
reaches its own

which is
the simplicity

it started with
under the segmented sky
neurons to stars
were never
that far

stars, brain,
underlying nature

neurons = stars

Tuesday, 20 April 2010

we all go through these stages

but the party lives on

beauty profound

mystics don't see anything different
-----------------they see the same as everyone else,
-------------------------just in a different way
it's always all coming together

and falling apart

(at the same time)
eyes like planets
even in the denial of God-

the spark of beauty realisation

of God's existence
in this life

nothing is unreal.

even the illusion is real

(just not as real as you think it is
before you know it's an illusion)
mystical melons
thrown in the fire
as the rivers are crossed
and the flow
reverses itself
back in

because if you don't know what I'm talking about

you don't know what I'm talking about

Nothing & No Way

"Do you know


"Then tell me something about

"There is nothing
to tell you
and no way

to tell it"
how many words
does it take
to build
a wall

and how many
to bring it

(And what
our houses?)
let me in
let me in
let me in

you are in
you know that much already-

So why are you looking to me?
where there is a wall

there is a conflict
don't bemoan the system -
you could have opted out at any point.
You still can
if you want to

(if you don't
then fine)


I can use symbols
so well
I can

make them
look pretty
because the nature of reality
is the nature of reality
regardless of
the mystic
each person
---must work it out
----------------for themselves
I am hiding nothing.
There are no secrets here.

What is it
you cannot find?

Do you know
it is there
for the finding?

take off your cloak
and sit with me.

Saturday, 17 April 2010

A party-political broadcast from the mystics...
you live as you believe the world to be
world I want to give you
but world I maybe
how much distance
can words
take you

you know,

follow out
their notions
to gather them

what can you say
to get yourself back
to where you always were

and how
could you stop

doesn't mean I'm lost

with stars
my beauty says

of broken glass like dreams

shatter to come home
to meet me

you see the words?
you see the sounds
you hear
the unconscious

animal call lineages

through the chords
of a piano


thank you the drums

and what they say, it's true;
rest, and unconditional

stare at the page-
my eyes blur to nothing
and the music stops
on repeat

melody starts
swimming with love
in here
so much so
I can't believe it

and swimming
with Love

thank you,
the drums
framing the stars
in a criss cross of motions


and watch
with me

Friday, 16 April 2010

this world-


Thursday, 15 April 2010

feel your humanity

we are lives here.

beyond all the distraction, all the bullshit
(beneath and running through)
the amazing fact-

we are lives here
there was a place,
you were there

there was a time,
you spent it

And now...
And now...
it's the urge to be something
that stops you indulging
in the beauty of being nothing

Tuesday, 13 April 2010

our very existence

is very existing


and pass away

The Sheer Beauty of Life

Union with the divine-
That which is in all of us
but which we ignore in our day-to-day existence
because we're scared to face up
to the sheer beauty of life-

of our very being-
that which we are

"I" "Am" "Now" "Eternity"

I am now eternity

The mystery that is life

Bird soars, breaks horizon

Sunday, 11 April 2010

the night is still,
still night
There is just
this big
the way we live is a testament to what we think is possible

Saturday, 10 April 2010

pure consciousness
and non-dual
and neither of such
How long
does life last?

Because right now
it's lasting


Friday, 9 April 2010

light of the sun

there is so much beauty
to the truth of experience

What is the opposite of truth?
Truth has no opposite!

Thursday, 8 April 2010

I call it God

"With God on my side"-
God doesn't take sides-
God doesn't even conceive of sides-
God is not even God-
in the sense of associations that can be made to a word.

The name is not the thing
because the thing
is the eternal ever-present
creative power of the blah blah blah...

And that can't be
boxed up
and given a label.

It can't be fought for
or fought against

because what is is what is

and these are just words-
pointing to that but also getting in the way-

of limitation
that the mind sheds
when it understands
what is so.

Perhaps if we were stronger
I wouldn't be writing
and you wouldn't be reading.
---pluses and minuses
in a world of nothing like it
The mind is all very circular.
You only understand what is already in your understanding.
The mind wants something to do
What can I tell you?
What can anyone tell you?
You'll go your own way, sweet jesus.

Grow like the body

--You have to do it yourself
------------(words come into fullness as the music builds)
----You only learn from what you're learning
-----------------at the pace you're ready to learn it.
-------Not like you know --- where you're going...
---But just because you know
--------------------in the growing
---------------(that's where
-------------------you've got
-----------------------------to go)

Subtle roads of the mind,
like barely trodden paths across the field.
Like a map of the stars across the sky...
--Up there,
---------and also in you.

Wednesday, 7 April 2010

Tuesday, 6 April 2010

There is only Awareness.
----we just separate it up
--and tie ourselves in knots

Monday, 5 April 2010

There's a danger to looking at the world head on
because it stops
and is infinitely alive with you.

Let the guard down

we're infinitely


Sunday, 4 April 2010

eating a donut, drinking coffee...
-----typing spiritual stuff
---on my blog
What we know is what we have built walls around,
labelled and boxed up.

In time and space we have created our reality.
And yet our reality is only ever here and now.

Ever changing, ever new...
when the walls come down
we find ourselves

saturated in and flowing with
the creative power of the universe...

The Creative Power of the Universe!

That which we are.

Friday, 2 April 2010

What are you?

You're a fucking miracle!

Thursday, 1 April 2010

hi. now. i'm here. where are you? what are you looking for? I guess we're all just looking for signposts. i can tell you what tells you is not the i but this. and this says you are everything already but you must get rid of what you're not before you can believe it.

so what has this got to say but your own natural inner rhythm? ha- there's the bind- not a lot really. come back to your self. be at peace. in love. open. be.


Ah, the future never comes...

I'm just enjoying the here and now.
there's nothing so beautiful and amazing

as all that nature

------------------------(and nature = Love)

(divine forest walk)

sitting in church

as a kid

never made me

this high.

(And yet- at heart-

all the same values

i can learn here)
Do less

Have less

Be less

Be More

something that is never

and is always

only you

watching TV.



cosmic dance

of possible impossibility!

Step Out Of The Way!

I am not doing

This is

Being done