can't you see

your divinity?

pleasant and fresh
----mountain air...

drifting...

----------------drifting...


-------drifting...

self-induced,

freedoms

talking about

"actions not

words"

as far as cool is concerned

the image is cooler

than the reality

it's all falling

towards unity

it's the living that's killing us

ain't it wonderful? :-)

unfairness
is the product
of a broken mind

if I die, i die
I would have had a great life
because I would have made sure I had a great life!
No worries! I'm making sure of it now!

if you are the product
of an evolutionary imperative,
what are the chances of you
being here
now?

And if we can reduce wonder
to an overplayed science
and miss life
for the idea(l)s

just what

are you going

to do?

'nature'

got your food
got your clothing
got your shelter

got your Love

There is Nothing you need to do!

stop fucking striving

(unless you enjoy it,
which you do)

'enlightenment' doesn't happen
in lineages of time

vestiges of space

in an infinite time
in an infinite place

I will not meet you

at 2:15
under the bridge.

cosmological complexity
reaches its own
end

which is
the simplicity

it started with

under the segmented sky
neurons to stars
rejoined
were never
that far
away

stars, brain,
underlying nature

neurons = stars

we all go through these stages

but the party lives on

beauty profound

mystics don't see anything different
-----------------they see the same as everyone else,
-------------------------just in a different way

it's always all coming together

and falling apart

(at the same time)

eyes like planets

even in the denial of God-

the spark of beauty realisation

of God's existence

in this life


nothing is unreal.


even the illusion is real

(just not as real as you think it is
before you know it's an illusion)

mystical melons
thrown in the fire
as the rivers are crossed
and the flow
reverses itself
back in

because if you don't know what I'm talking about

you don't know what I'm talking about

Nothing & No Way

"Do you know
yourself?"

"Yes"

"Then tell me something about
yourself"

"There is nothing
to tell you
and no way

to tell it"

how many words
does it take
to build
a wall

and how many
to bring it
back
down?

(And what
of
our houses?)

let me in
let me in
let me in

you are in

you know that much already-

So why are you looking to me?

where there is a wall

there is a conflict

don't bemoan the system -
you could have opted out at any point.
You still can
if you want to

(if you don't
then fine)

haha!

I can use symbols
so well
I can
reject
them

and
make them
look pretty
too

yep,
because the nature of reality
is the nature of reality
regardless of
the mystic

each person
---must work it out
----------------for themselves

I am hiding nothing.
There are no secrets here.

What is it
you cannot find?

Do you know
it is there
for the finding?

take off your cloak
and sit with me.

A party-political broadcast from the mystics...

you live as you believe the world to be

world I want to give you
words
but world I maybe
don't
exist

how much distance
can words
take you
to
yourself?

you know,

follow out
their notions
to gather them
back
in?

what can you say
to get yourself back
to where you always were

and how
could you stop
yourself
trying?

doesn't mean I'm lost

skies
overloaded
with stars
my beauty says

gnarls
of broken glass like dreams

shatter to come home
to meet me

you see the words?
you see the sounds
you hear
the unconscious

animal call lineages

stretching
through the chords
of a piano

note
fading

thank you the drums

and what they say, it's true;
rest, and unconditional
Love

stare at the page-
my eyes blur to nothing
and the music stops
on repeat

melody starts
swimming with love
in here
so much so
I can't believe it
almost
outside

awash
and swimming
with Love

thank you,
the drums

branches
framing the stars
in a criss cross of motions

stop

and watch
with me

this world-

otherworldly

feel your humanity

we are lives here.

beyond all the distraction, all the bullshit
(beneath and running through)
the amazing fact-

we are lives here

there was a place,
you were there

there was a time,
you spent it

And now...
And now...

it's the urge to be something
that stops you indulging
in the beauty of being nothing

our very existence

is very existing

exist


and pass away

The Sheer Beauty of Life

Union with the divine-
That which is in all of us
but which we ignore in our day-to-day existence
because we're scared to face up
to the sheer beauty of life-

of our very being-
that which we are

"I" "Am" "Now" "Eternity"

I am now eternity

The mystery that is life

Bird soars, breaks horizon

the night is still,
still night
still

There is just
this big
Universe

the way we live is a testament to what we think is possible

purification
balance
pure consciousness

dual
and non-dual
and neither of such

How long
does life last?

Because right now
it's lasting

forever

light of the sun


there is so much beauty
to the truth of experience


What is the opposite of truth?
Truth has no opposite!

I call it God

"With God on my side"-
God doesn't take sides-
God doesn't even conceive of sides-
God is not even God-
in the sense of associations that can be made to a word.

The name is not the thing
because the thing
is the eternal ever-present
creative power of the blah blah blah...

And that can't be
boxed up
and given a label.

It can't be fought for
or fought against

because what is is what is

and these are just words-
pointing to that but also getting in the way-

words
of limitation
that the mind sheds
when it understands
what is so.

Perhaps if we were stronger
I wouldn't be writing
and you wouldn't be reading.

---pluses and minuses
in a world of nothing like it

The mind is all very circular.
You only understand what is already in your understanding.

The mind wants something to do

What can I tell you?
What can anyone tell you?
You'll go your own way, sweet jesus.

Grow like the body

--You have to do it yourself
------------(words come into fullness as the music builds)
----You only learn from what you're learning
-----------------at the pace you're ready to learn it.
Grow.
-------Not like you know --- where you're going...
---But just because you know
--------------------in the growing
---------------(that's where
-------------------you've got
-----------------------------to go)

Subtle roads of the mind,
like barely trodden paths across the field.
Like a map of the stars across the sky...
--Up there,
---------and also in you.

There is only Awareness.
----we just separate it up
--and tie ourselves in knots

There's a danger to looking at the world head on
because it stops
and is infinitely alive with you.

Let the guard down

we're infinitely

human

eating a donut, drinking coffee...
-----typing spiritual stuff
---on my blog

What we know is what we have built walls around,
labelled and boxed up.

In time and space we have created our reality.
And yet our reality is only ever here and now.

Ever changing, ever new...
when the walls come down
we find ourselves
saturated in and flowing with
the creative power of the universe...

The Creative Power of the Universe!

That which we are.

What are you?

You're a fucking miracle!

hi. now. i'm here. where are you? what are you looking for? I guess we're all just looking for signposts. i can tell you what tells you is not the i but this. and this says you are everything already but you must get rid of what you're not before you can believe it.

so what has this got to say but your own natural inner rhythm? ha- there's the bind- not a lot really. come back to your self. be at peace. in love. open. be.

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Ah, the future never comes...

I'm just enjoying the here and now.

there's nothing so beautiful and amazing

as all that nature

------------------------(and nature = Love)

(divine forest walk)

sitting in church

as a kid

never made me

this high.


(And yet- at heart-

all the same values

i can learn here)

Do less

Have less

Be less


Be More

something that is never

and is always

only you

watching TV.

-

sadness.

cosmic dance

of possible impossibility!

Step Out Of The Way!

I am not doing

This is

Being done