Showing posts with label 26 Jul 10. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 26 Jul 10. Show all posts

Tuesday, 26 October 2010

I am not
special.

I am special.
People can't see
People can see
Don't see
Do see. See

But yes... don't dwell on
being special
Don't dwell. Just be. Come as you are. yes. Thank you. Thank you.
primarily
--it's not about self-respect
-it's about self understanding
wake up

...if you're asleep
that's stupid

if you're already awake
it's nice to see
and maybe you smile
but
you don't need
to read it.

This is the bind
the bind,
the bind...
The words
-----keep happening.
The realisations beyond
---------the words
-------keep happening.
yes it all
falls away
in the present

if it doesn't
you're not
in the present

you're in
the vestiges
of the mind

the past and present
future spaces
corners of the mind

the ends of the
corridor
recesses

back-alley stationed corners
darkened pools
and maze endings.

stop points.

But war is no more
when the mind comes together
holds,
together
lets nothing of space
or time
fall apart

the difference united
from lines to circle

from thoughts of many
to the feeling of one

that is all.

And yes,

yes it all
falls away
in the present
and that feeling,
---this feeling-
--that dissolves
------as I put pen to paper,
-or was never
---formed
------for pen or paper-

---that feeling,
------this feeling

--is telling me I need to express
----and do these things I need to do,
---that these things are to be
-----------------------always done now

-------and

----that I am-
--------when I am-
-------on the right path
And it all falls away
---in the present

-----------so let it all fall away.

--Let it fall away
----and be

---in the present