Tuesday 24 March 2009

Night Sky

there is nothing,
but the night sky

saturated,
too much beauty

nothing,
but the night sky,

saturated
with meaning
Your fire breaks in drops,
over my ocean.

You are not you,
I am not me,

There is only fish
and ocean fire.
beautiful white blossom tree
falls down on me
steadily
Dawn.
The worlds come into effect
before the sun can reach us.

winds blow
wind blows

it all falls eventually
slowly
rapidly

my sorrow, further away
is my joy close up

the life is not out there
but in here
(with you)

Saturday 21 March 2009

epic truth

past future present
we create
our own realities

we create
our own reality

and as such,
anything is possible

endless possibilities
endless possibility

clarity of purpose

we pop
in and out
of reality together
fog filled thoughts
clearing our way home

bringing an air
to the air

open
to open
to open

expanding
and collapsing together

I know these
impossibilities
to be true

because these
impossibilities
brought me here
with you

what is out there
is only out there in here
inside outside

this is all fucking magic
everyday
the observer the observed

we're all here already
because we're nowhere else,
everywhere else

the Spirit
is the Spirit
come home

all of that
out there
in here
amidst the magic

bring the picture
you want to take

big to big
small to small

we are making
kids with plasticine souls

dreamtime ho
we're home

thinking and feeling
ourselves free

believe
believe
believe

we are believing

faith
faith
faith

we are creating
what we already are
were
are
we are
reality

reality's
possibility
is here

choose to be here
now forever

UNITY

many things are true
we
are
One

impossibilities
brought into
my possibilities

there is no separation

we are nowhere near
and almost there

brink
brink
brink

God, I love you

is me is you is all of us

God delivers
his lightning
to our Earth
in our brains

this
goes
with this

and this
goes
with that

but what of something else

networks and
stories refined

corals to the fitting fish

we change our change our
we change our selves

living from every single
point
come home

create our own creations
control yourself
to come to that point

people,
we are people
on infinite scales
your body welcomes you

to be that thing
you are

believe what you
want
to
believe

we are
where we came to
from

waves we are,
moving

passing through
passing through,

let go,
let go

and this is a crazy
wonder
make believe
laugh laugh laugh

in there out there
coming home

bring it to
it's there already
bring it to

react
interact
come back

come back

you have no idea you're worth so much

become yourself
with me

world comes down
to this

world comes down
to bliss

losing ourselves
to find
ourselves

we lose ourselves
we find ourselves

I am
co creating
my future
and yours
influencing
all
around me

see yourself
as yourself
as you see yourself
as you

this is the only influence

we are here
to create
the life
the world
we want to live in.

Wednesday 18 March 2009

alone as I ever have been

what am I bemoaning
but my chance
to experience 'this'

my chance to go
to hell and back
experience 'bliss'
loneliness
is staying
at my guest house today

and we're all trapped on planes
waiting
for our 'destination.'

a joke is cracked here
some small talk
there
even though
it might not be
the running that I'm doing
brings me home
to you
what happens when sparkle down
tulip drops
fall
down
on trees?

The man says nothing
of women
on his knees

calm sunrise over sunset
overset greys

fall down
fall down
fall down

come to me here and now
in this fallen space
covering coverings
over all but the uncovered
death happening
outside my window

I can pinpoint the point
now
and it's all natural and necessary
and all this a distraction,
distractions
to what I should really be doing

and I hope
that life
finds its place
go on

circus wilderness(es)

lion casts out
in exoteric sweeps
lion cast out
of lions circus falling
heaps
applause
circling shadows
of animality gone by
in shadow hisses
shadow groans
across colour clad wilderness
stripes attached
to forever flowing
one colour beauty take me home
to beasts
of the wilderness heart
we're brought for this,
they went away.
I hide behind walls
of no walls
I hide behind sometimes

It's not one way or the other
just only
the only way it is

but I'm getting somewhere
and there's no doubt
somewhere I'm getting somewhere

Sunday 15 March 2009

sometimes they just come to me,
like others stay away

some and others braking
they can't diverge
anymore

this is just movement centred
houses found
springing from the hub of the wheel

turning out roads to other places
and churning out ourselves
to other states of mind.

We were there once
and we still are
but now there's something more
someone said
of dripping wet puddles
"fall down, you're empty of meaning"
Another said another
ice cream age
sheet across the worlds.
This is what I came to
where I came
when I was one day,
there,
in that place out there
with some sort of cliff
and height
and chill in the air following
fading sun of sorts
alone and other people
in the somehow scene

red blue green yellow orange color sheet

red blue green yellow orange
all on one sheet.

In big color pools
shared and melting
across it

unmoving in
dripping in saturate
(starred) satiate
into each other

one another,
dripping into
just the one

color red blue green yellow orange color sheet

over under
on the chair

neurosis, sanity

first you get
the neurosis for the sanity
then you get neurosis.

That is, unless,
you get the instance
slip of middle way
fine line point picket trip
"this way, it's"
growing along in such fashion
such a fashion
here to stay

keep your neurosis
and your sanity
in equal measure

Thursday 12 March 2009

And the things
run away
with the wrong hands,
upon them swathes
of (misplaced) glory
some kind of magic
skidding to a hall
of movement-
helms of movement
we are
this way
going

glistening out there

the sun dries the crops,
open,
out there

drying,
the crops, dried
drying
in the open
out there

the sun is glistening
(on surfaces)
out there
aztec astroturf holes

homing holes
in which
to live it
cascading traffic light twinkles
down to hold me
float away
welcome me back welcome back
he it they she some said something
one of them
strumming
beautiful emotions
after the last emotion
has left me

(dry and dying, behind)

transcendence

transcendence
is here
is now
transcendence
is not an alien space ship
(but it can be)
transcendence
is not a revolution
(but it can be)
transcendence
can be

anything
transcendence can be
transcendence
can be here
can be now
can be you
can be me

foot stepping feet

mystical futures
are building
calling us in tongues

simplicity is all they say
can be said
in bursts
of your own future path
running out within and through
and falling out of you
at your foot stepping feet
stepping
steps
of all you ever can be.
now.

love will

and you come in
you regroup
you get yourself together
node ball
block black like circle
white clear and hollow
before bursting out again
in and out of life,
bursting out of love
in and out of love
into love
all around
love
and life living
if only you will
life living
will
life living
will
life
live
bursting out in love

if only we will

colour cast home

penetrating the depths

bringing in the shadows

lights cast colour cast

obliteration

dispersal

colour fragment

glitter stars

disperse

light colour cast shining,

galaxies away

all the usual

gravity of the stars

come home

dragonfly

life by technology
die by technology
technology, or us,
staggering towards survival
in patterned steps

staggered steps fitzgerald

space dancing
across galaxies now

we are here,
making.

futures now

staggering across space dancing futures now

fitzgerald blues
dancing moon face luminates
luminescent shoes
carrying feet
bare bright barely knowing
steps
being taken
the only way they can
light and liberation

lighter
lighter
lighter

jazz shape surrender

vision scape blues
Synthesis of Creation
entwined mind and bodying
Spirituality from the heart,
connected with all that is.

Build your bridges now
because if you don't know by now,

Walls
Come
Down.

appeared to disappear

Friday 6 March 2009

Everything Will Change

everything will change
my body remains
but everything
will change

like a flock of pixelated birds
evolving out of themselves
group
itself,

flying in the sky

(reaching and stretching and flying
life,
passing by)

Broken Air, Breathing

filling in the gaps
wonderfully will
turning out the future
growth
tearing out the sutra
sonic cloud burst colour spiral walls
are nothing but
the splatter
just the end point of the life swirl
held up for all the world to see

come down

come down

words worlds over

what we do need to do today
is what we did tomorrow
yesterday

confirmation
that nothing's real anymore

welcome time slowly
we've rushed away
been here before

this is the end of the world new falling
forever away

and I can voice my words over

I can voice my words over

worlds over

nothing else

but nothing else

nothing else

Wednesday 4 March 2009

sooth

(grey)

seahorse in the sky
river speaks to me
it speaks

of everything
and nothing

clear sky sunny day
red rusted gates and river flow
birds and ducks
singing
gurgling
faint engines in the sky.
Breeze.

An acceptable place
to stand and watch

duck still
amidst pools
of its own circles

don't judge
don't be aware of not judging
be

sooth

because life is precious
everything is connected
and you wouldn't do it if you knew you were doing it to yourself

because life is precious
everything is connected
and I know what's best for me

potential

and too often
reaching your potential
is built to mean
reaching somebody else's
Already
I have this
but the world tells me
I need to make my
This

(and maybe I do
but maybe
it's all there already)

bird
plane
moon

everyone's working
for the enjoyment they'll never have

because they
don't know about

the moment now.

Comatose Grey

shadow lights playing out
white
aside of me

white peripheral
darkness adjacent

comatose grey

you can't improve on plain
for very long

So It Is... rambling

Nervous negative energy in the house

"he wasn't too sure if he knew you or not"

Welcome to my forest!
Whose forest is it?
Mine.
No it's not
It's all of ours!

Excuse me while I fade away

Am I insane?
No.
I will not go quietly.

pitter patter sandwiches

(this is not rambling,
I just know what words mean)

broken matter

you need to stand
independently of everything
to see the connectedness

step back
to smell the flowers

step in

(language)

forging connections
in and through
the broken matter
out of context
to see
the possibility
my strength
(and it would seem)
my weakness.